The other day I was trying to put words to my feelings. What I came up with was very, very close to capturing what was, and still is, in my head. But today, another word popped into my head. Apathetic. That also captures my mood/feelings nicely.
I’m kind of lacking that spark, you know? Like, that certain zest and excitement for the fun things. I’ve not felt very passionate about much in the last little while. Last time I was in my hometown, I got super into a little scheme I had hatched. It was a creative project that I couldn’t really continue once I got back to BC. And other things that I was really into, I’m just not anymore. It’s disheartening. It’s depressing. It’s sad.
Anyway. This is just an observation. I know things will change and improve. Change is nature! It’s just too bad my pocket isn’t more full of it. 😛
I changed my ringtone to a recording of some minions singing a song about the phone ringing. It’s great!! 😂 I also had a fun time playing frisbee at the park. And we’re going swimming tomorrow!! I haven’t done that in a long time. Looking forward to it!